Deep down, I am numb.
For I am tired of my heart breaking.
I'm tired of taking a risk and then being left.
I'm tired of ruining everything.
I'm tired of never being enough.
I'm tired of making the wrong decision.
I'm tired of believing everything is okay when in reality, it is all in ruins.
I'm tired of being a failure.
I'm tired of lies.
I'm tired of disappointing people.
I'm tired of having negative thoughts.
I'm tired of feeling insecure.
I'm tired of liking someone that doesn't knows about I liking him.
When will it ever be enough?
When will someone love me enough to stand by me?
To love me unconditionally, to the point that they'd never leave?
When will someone help me? Trust me? Motivate me?
When will someone feels as if they can't live without me?
When will I be someone's one and the only?
When will I feel safe and secure?
When will someone understand?
When will someone show me how much they want to be with me?
When will I encounter my person?

Teenagers' problems.

Patient seems forever away and, life isn't the best when it is in ruins.

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