You know what I dislike? When you grow close to someone. Why? Because it’s like when you do, you start to become really comfortable around them. Because when you do, you fall in love for who they are, rather it is as a friend or more than friends. Because when you do, you tell them almost everything. Because when you do, you start to talk to them a lot or possibly become really clingy to them. Because when you do, the every minutes that you guys are together, you cherish each and every little millisecond of scenario that was created. Because when you do, you treasure them with all your heart, you start to give in, you start to notice that every flaw they have is absolutely still beautiful, because it grows on you. Because when you do, things seems to be filled with bliss, rather than pain. Because when you do, you call, text, aim, msn, and etc. them everyday or almost everyday. Because when you do, the conversation tend to never fall out of places, it just fits in perfectly, somehow flowing like a sooth melody. Because when this all happens, somehow something always seem to become missing, everything falls apart, and you don’t even know why. Because the comfort zone level starts to change, to something so bitter and something that you’re not used to. Because telling them things, doesn’t feel the same and becomes harder to say the things you usually do. Because all the talks start to fall out of places and you’re the only one starting to put in more effort than them. Because you still love them for who they are, while they’re chasing someone else and becoming close to them, forgetting you. Because, every memories that you guys created together, become so bittersweet. Because, you’re the person who always have to start aiming them first, texting them first, calling them first, and etc. Because everything becomes too painful for you to handle. This is the process I hate, when growing close to someone. Things fall apart and never comes back.
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